Former Premier League referee David Coote has revealed the deep personal struggles he endured after damaging videos of him surfaced online, ultimately leading to his dismissal as an elite official.
Coote admitted to experiencing suicidal thoughts and severe anxiety following the scandal, which saw him sacked by PGMOL. The leaked clips, which included him making a derogatory remark about a high-profile manager and appearing to snort a white substance, triggered a public and professional downfall that he is still grappling with.
Speaking in his first interview since the controversy, the 42-year-old shared that he had long struggled with his identity, keeping his sexuality a secret due to fear of abuse within the sport. Coote, who publicly came out as gay in the wake of the scandal, admitted that years of internal conflict led to poor decision-making. Reflecting on the media storm that followed, he acknowledged the immense toll it took on his mental health, stating that he might not have made it through without the support of those around him.
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The former official, who refereed over 100 top-flight matches, was initially suspended by PGMOL in November after a video emerged in which he insulted a former Liverpool manager. Shortly after, another clip surfaced showing him allegedly using a white substance while officiating at Euro 2024, prompting UEFA to launch an investigation. Coote has since admitted that the substance was cocaine and described the emotional spiral he faced as the controversy unfolded.
Coote revealed that in the days following the scandal, he became overwhelmed with anxiety, struggling to go out in public for fear of being judged. The pressures of scrutiny led to panic attacks, including one incident in a supermarket where he was overcome with emotion. A simple act of kindness from a cashier, acknowledging his struggles, became a pivotal moment that encouraged him to face the world again rather than isolate himself further.
Deep Remorse About the Words
The former referee also expressed deep remorse over his comments in the leaked footage, particularly the remark aimed at a high-profile manager. He acknowledged that his words were inappropriate and did not reflect his true beliefs, highlighting his regret over the hurt they may have caused. Despite the controversy, some figures within the officiating community believe Coote still has valuable contributions to make to the sport.
Paul Field, chairman of the Referees’ Association, has voiced his support for Coote’s future involvement in football, emphasizing his dedication to mentoring young referees. Field believes that despite his mistakes, Coote’s knowledge and experience could still be utilized in a coaching or advisory role. Whether he will return to the footballing world remains uncertain, but for now, his focus appears to be on rebuilding his life and mental well-being.
